maldita

i love him
he loves me not
he loves his past
who broke his heart

i destroyed my wall
hoping togethr we’ll fall
but it didn’t happen
bec his still on the ground where he’d fallen

he keeps on promising
i keep on waiting
im so pathetic
its frustrating

i’m trying to reach out
eventhough im in doubt
i tried to get to his heart
then i realized its had been dead for so long
it had been smashed, mutilated and buried
that is why it can’t beat for me again

hopeless..
lame..
pathetic..